Chick Artists?

So here is some interesting trivia: The Erotic Signature is featuring 158 artists from around the world... guess how many are women? Only 25 or so.

The Erotic Review just published it's annual anthology to feature the best erotic photographer in the world and featured 81 photographers... guess how many ladies? About 5. (I'm giving rough estimates, because we are never truly sure of gender of artists based on their attempts at privacy, but those guesses are not off by more than 5 in one direction or the other.)

So what does that mean? Only about 15% of the art featured by two of the largest erotic art promoters in the world is from female artists... Interesting, huh? What does it all mean (if anything at all)?

Creepy?

http://drlightness.blogspot.com/2009/07/call-me-creepy.html

http://sunnycjj.deviantart.com/art/Passion-in-Black-and-White-129215332

Wow... this all seems terribly unfair AND taken out of context.

I was the person who said that the written description your photograph had contained a leap in a train of thought that was not immediately evident and that the description you wrote came across as creepy.

I said it to you as a friend and a colleague and not with any nasty or malicious intent. I understood where your train of thought started and where it stopped and understood the comment in the context, but told you that the two juxtaposed together did not come across well. If you don't agree with me, why did you take your original description down?

I disagree with your statement that my judgment (of those two things juxtapositioned was creepy) means: "If someone finds a work that depicts consenting adults 'perverted,' then it says more about the mental state of the accuser than the intentions of the photographer."

I thought the photograph was lovely and so was your blog about your dad. However, when you take a picture of a Fitness101 about to dive into your pussy and then put in the written description of "[this makes me think of my dad...]" I think it's an odd (and creepy) combination.

If this is truly an attempt at introspection, then the focus should not have been on the adjective, but rather the fact that someone thought something you did/said was odd and had the courtesy and dignity to tell you so honestly, especially when the comment starts out "I heart Unbearable Lightness..."

©POP, Dirty Show, and Expeditions!

What a whirlwind past few months! After exhibiting at the Second Annual People’s Arts Festival in September and in the "Images We Love" exhibit at River’s Edge Gallery throughout October and November, I’m gearing up for my next exhibit at ©POP Gallery. Be sure to read more about the “©POPpor2nity Showcase” which opens this Saturday, December 13th, including the Metromix Interview featuring my work!

After securing my River’s Edge and ©POP Gallery shows, I really felt like I needed to document and celebrate my journey these past couple of years and as such the book “Expeditions: A Compendium of the Erotic Photograph of Lisolette Gilcrest” is being released in early 2009! For more information on how to pre-order your copy of this limited first edition, be sure to visit the exclusive preview page! (Be sure to reserve your copy through me - do NOT order it directly from Lulu, as it is not the full book - this was the only way to provide a preview to you!)

My next goal is to prepare for The Dirty Show X – the tenth anniversary of one of the largest international erotic art shows in Northern America! For anyone else who might be interested in submitting their art, be sure to visit Dirty’s Call for Art webpage… but hurry… the deadline is this Monday, December 15th so you only have one week left to join in!

Wiki Wiki What? That’s right… Apparently you can search for me on Wikipedia and who knows what you will find or what will soon be added... how bizarre... and fun!

Call for Art

Dirty Show 10th Anniversary
The Greatest Erotic Art Show On Earth!
February 6 - 14 , 2009 • Detroit, USA

The Dirty Show® X is your opportunity to be part of history.

The Dirty Show® started ten years ago because it was what "we" wanted. None of us could have believed that the Dirty Show® would have evoled into the gigantic international art exhibition that it is today. Not the amount of art displayed or the multitudes of patrons, but the imagination and quality of the erotic works we hang on the walls. Participating artists continue to amaze and astound us with their vision. This year we are not only making the Dirty Show® bigger, with added exhibit space and an expanded museum store, but we are planning simultaneous satellite Dirty Shows® located all over the world. This will allow artists even more erotic opportunities, and help create a greater sense of community worldwide.

We hope to commemorate this show with a book, as well as additional on-line opportunities for artists to sell their work, and a “best of” tour.

This is THE show you want to be in.

In addition, this year we are offering over $1,000 in cash and prizes, including $500 for Best of Show (any category), as well prizes for Painting, Photography, Sculpture, New Media and All Around Dirtiest.

For more information on how to submit your work for consideration to the Dirty Show®, please visit:

http://www.dirtyshow.org/CallForSubmissions10.htm

Tell them Lisolette sent you!

Privacy Revoked

So I recently contacted a friend in the industry who was acting a bit "strange" about their identity and I couldn't figure out what was going on... I was concerned for them and so I sent them a message to ask if everything was okay and found out that it, in fact, was not. It seems that someone saw their work, figured out who was behind it and revealed their work to everyone that my friend knows. They were mortified.

I can't blame them. I've been there before... So this is what I wrote to them and I'm sharing it with all of you, in case you ever find yourself there, too:

"It's devastating, I know... it was my sister who discovered the works and my favorite aunt that threatened to call Child Protective Services. It's people that are scared of this work, scared to recognize the beauty in what many of us are taught to think is 'dirty' - which is sometimes just the beauty of the naked body. I don't know all of the details of your saga, but here is what I did: I owned it. I told everyone involved that I was proud of my work, that I loved it - I loved doing it and I loved showing it. I thought there was great beauty in the expression of my art and though I wasn't thrilled about my dad seeing me naked, there was no shame in my art.

"Once in a while, I'll make a joke about my 'porn career' to acknowledge to them that some might consider it uncouth, however, once I owned my art and once I told them how much I loved it and was proud of it - my mom and dad both came around. My dad mattes and frames my art now, he's looked at my portfolio, he's looked at the journalism pictures I took of the Dirty Show, and even expressed interest in possibly going to some of my shows in the future. My mom will look at the art in the privacy of our home, but won't go to the exhibits. I don't know you would feel about this and whether or not you feel free to say that you're not ashamed, but - just like taking off your clothes - it can be quite liberating and often shuts up critics. They'll only gossip (at least most people) if they think you're embarassed. The cat's out of the bag now... so don't try to hide it anymore."

So here's to freedom... I'll raise the toast with a sampling of self-portraits, some old and some new...

Renewed and Re-nude

Okay... so I know I go in spurts with my blog, but this time I think this is going to become a regular thing. There were some forces at work against me and my art and now those forces are less of a threat. I know it's cryptic, but trust me and be glad that I am a lot less censored now.

Anyways, I have been diving back into art and creating new images and thought I'd share some new pieces... I'll gab some more later, but for now... enjoy!

Familiar Themes

It's funny how I keep coming back to the same questions:

#1 - What am I going to do with my career?
#2 - Why share art?

I had an amazing time last weekend at the Streetwise Art Gallery at the second Annual People's Arts Festival. I got to meet Joe Crachiola and got to see VATO, A. Owen Layne, DVS, Eric Cain (the newest member of the Mid West Society of Erotic Photography), Gary Mitchell, Iris Dassault, RJ Berry, Mary40 an Mr. and Mrs. BT Charles!

While there I had a very long conversation with BT and his wife and it really inspired me. I mentioned to BT that I was really struggling with where to go with my art for a few reasons. First and most importantly, I'm head over heels in love with a man whom I want to spend the rest of my life. This is fantastic! Not through anything that he has ever asked of me, this is all completely something that I've been experiencing on my own and it's really very strange for me to say, but...

I don't want to share myself in any way with anyone else. Why is this strange? I've always been very open about everything in my life, whether it was sexual or not. I remember telling my mom that I wasn't a virgin anymore after about a year or two and my mom's response was, "Yeah... duh..." Hell, my dad even helps me matte and frame my art. So what's the problem? Well, I wouldn't call it a "problem" but it is a new emotion that I am experiencing... and I think it's modesty.

Erotica is a very personal thing for people to share... when you're looking at my photographs you are spying in on my dreams, curiousities, fantasies and even my quirkiness. Every time one of my pieces goes up on a wall, other people get to walk by and be a virtual voyeur into what is sexy to me and that is so very surreal. I have always loved watching people walk by my stuff and whispering and pointing to it. I love invoking reactions because it's a way of communicating without saying a word to them.

There's nothing new or kinky in my repertoire of fantasies (though there are definitely some things that haven't made it to print yet!), so what's my deal? Well... when I began, many of my portraits were of myself because I didn't have any one else to pose for me. I was too shy to ask others to model and even these days it's sometimes difficult to ask others, so I often default to just posing myself. There is also an advantage to posing in your own photographs because then you can feel like you are really emoting and expressing what it is that you want to share... versus trying to express it to a model, who will then express it to your audience.

But now? I don't know... I don't want anyone to see me in that way, but him. So, for now, the way around it is to work with other models... certainly no shame in that.

The other question is... why do I keep doing this? Why do I keep sharing my art? I've already partially answered this in this post, when referring to those who walk by and point to my work and smile. However, here's the sidebar to this question... when I was walking through the Streetwise Gallery, I was saying, "Yep... that's definitely a Frank Piccolo, definitely a Dave Levingston, definitely and Irakly Shanidze, definitely a Patty Izzo..." and so forth. It seems like every artist has their own style, or better stated, signature. I'm not sure that I do. I don't know if that's because I'm still so new to all of this or if it's because I just don't have one "style." I'm not even sure this is a good thing or a bad thing, but I think there is part of me that wants people to walk by and say, "Yeah... that's definitely a Lisolette Gilcrest." Like many others, I want to be able to leave my mark on the world.

BT and his wife had many kind words for me and some great advice... they (and others in the past have) said that "there's just something" about my work that draws them back. After the show, one of the aforementioned visitors sent me a message to say, "There is something very unique about your photos and I can't really put a finger on it at the moment... but... I like them very much. At any rate you are gutsy and I like it."

So what is this "something?!?" I feel like Jack Skellington from Nightmare Before Christmas trying to bottle the magic. BT's advice? "Stop trying. Stop thinking. Just keep doing what you're doing, because it's great." That felt so nice to hear and reminded me all over again why I love him so much. Not just because he said something nice, but his sage wisdom and his very daoist worldview.

So where does that leave me? Well, I have several shoots scheduled with brand new model collaborators over the next few weeks, including one tomorrow... so stay tuned!

Survey

An interview with Chris St. James of Univers d'Artistes...

How are you selling your photos these days? Galleries? Community websites? Your site? Exhibitions? Publications? Other?
Most of the first inquries about my art begin online... the majority of sales inquiries come from my official website and from deviantART, although I have also had great luck in selling my art at exhibitions in the kiosks. I have also heard that many photographers have had great luck selling their images on eBay, which I haven't tried, but I am considering because I would like to find more people to expose to my art. To be honest, I haven't really pushed selling the art, I've been more interested in just sharing the art. It is still quite surreal to me that others take my art, which is a very personal expression of my imagination and fantasies, and put it in their homes.


When somebody orders a print for private use, do you dedicate it?
As a general rule, I do not dedicate my prints unless specifically asked to. I do this to avoid lowering the resale value, as I know several of my collectors like to buy multiple pieces of my art during special opportunities and then resell or share them with others.


Do you make numbered series mounted on gallery quality?
Yes, I try to provide the best product with archival quality because I want my prints to last as long as possible for people to enjoy them!


How many per Series?
This is an interesting story... when I was first approached by a collector who wanted something of mine in a Limited Edition, I had never really given thought to how it was supposed to be done, so I went to several other artists to gain a better understanding of what exactly is "Limited Edition" for a digital photograph and how it could be "limited." The answers were all the same, in that there is no standard for the number in a Limited Edition series. Many people go with a nice round number like 10, 25, 50, 100, and even up to 500, 1,000 and 5,000. In my opinion, if there are 5,000 other copies of the photograph that I just purchased, it isn't very limited, so I decided to go with something under 100. When I heard that another Streetwise Artist went with the number "33" because it was his lucky number, I decided to go with own lucky number and so my Limited Edition series always go to 27. As another side note, the number 6 (another lucky number) is reserved for myself to give to close friends and the number 27 is reserved for exchanges with other artists. Occasionally, I will do a piece that is limited to one (1) print, just to mix things up and to keep my collectors on their toes!


How do you give to your client a real high resolution print? Do you use a high quality lab? How do you ensure the prints are available on time?
I use an online provider that does top notch work, with beautiful, crisp clarity and I usually print on Kodak ENDURA Metallic Paper because it really makes the photograph pop. The online print shop has all of my prints ready to ship and delivered within 72 hours.


What about frames? Do you send the photo with and/or without?
I am hesitant to send my art out in frames, at least frames with glass because the potential for the print to be damaged is so high that I'd rather just avoid it... especially if it's a Limited Edition print, but I will do it if the investor is willing to pay for the shipping, handling and insurance associated with such a delicate ship.


Who frames? You? The lab? Who chooses?
I always frame my own art for hanging in galleries and at exhibitions... not only do I hand select the frames, but my father mattes every piece, unless there's a stunning pre-cut matte that really complements the photograph.


How much time do you need to be comfortable from the order to the delivery?
Approximately one week. If I don't already have the print on hand, my printer gets things to me in three days... that, combined with the time needed to pack and ship it, means that most of my prints will take upwards of a week to get to the collector.


Do you handle the delivery?
I will personally deliver the art if I have the time and opportunity. Last summer, I flew out to Las Vegas and personally delivered a piece to one of my collectors there... I love getting the opportunity to meet my collectors, to see their faces when they get the piece and to talk to them about why they enjoy it.


What about other products? Calendars, mugs, postal cards...?
I've had this fun debate with many of my colleagues, some of whom think that these commercial products cheapen the art. I disagree... I think if you want one of my prints on a mug or a magnet or even a mouse pad, fantastic! I also recently started shooting a fun series which was intentionally meant for post cards and they've been a huge success! My thoughts are that it doesn't matter how the art is shared and displayed, as long as the person who is purchasing it is going to enjoy it and be able to share it with others.


What is your advice to avoid the inexperienced errors?
#1 - Make sure that your computer screen is color calibrated with your print shop. This way you can be sure not to see one thing on your monitor and be disappointed when something slightly (or even majorly) different comes out. I had one piece, "The Eye of Pele" which is a digital painting in yellows, oranges and reds, but when I first had it printed several areas of the print came out green! I rectified it quickly and fortunately the collector was very understanding...

#2 - Learn your printing options (i.e. glossy, matte, lustre, canvas, metallic). Depending on the type of paper that you print your art on, your piece will look different and the paper format can really add or detract from the mood and focus of the piece. There are certain pieces that I have that I will only print on canvas or metallic, which seem to be my two personal preferences, but everyone will develop their own preferences and style.

#3 - Let your collectors dictate your inventory. Don't immediately purchase 1,000 copies of something that you're sure will be a favourite... surprisingly, the ones that were the most personal to me and I did not think others would connect with have done the best in terms of sales, while others that I thought had tremendous appeal to large populations haven't always done as well as I thought they might. It's an intriguing way of getting feedback from those who love your art.


What could help you?
Knowing what others do, too! This whole thing is a constant learning process, with new techniques, print shops and mediums available. I'd love to hear what other photographers are doing these days and share tips and tragedies! So let's hear it!

My Career...?

It's been a very hectic past few months, especially since August and September and I'm finally getting around to posting up a few new things and some brief updates. I have to admit, however, that I'm feeling especially guilty for not having been as engaging and active here as I had been until then. I have a great number of fans and supporters and I know that you all will say things like, "You take care of you... and your family..." because you are all so wonderful, but I still feel that in some ways I've disappointed some by not being around so much. (I even got one nasty series of letters from the Corset Fetish Club guy because I wasn't contributing enough.)

That being said, I feel the need to explain a few things and get some feedback from you. My first year in the "art world" was whirlwind and amazing... from being in five different art exhibits with the likes of people such as H.R. Giger, BT Charles, Johnny Flamethrower, Dave Levingston, DVS, Irakly Shanidze, Gary Mitchell, Chris Maher, Adam Owen Layne, Francois Dubeau, Heather Peterman, Lochai, and Carl Oxley III among others to being interviewed and reviewed by Chris St. James for the e-Zine Univers d'Artistes to having collectors from around the world purchase limited edition prints of my art, I am stunned at the success I have enjoyed.

In the meanwhile, my personal life has enjoyed some wonderful things and some heartbreaking things. I have amazing people in my life and I feel truly loved and blessed by having them in my life. I also have a son (who will be five in February... oh my goodness am I getting old) who is the light and darkness of my life. What parent wants to admit that? Few, I would think... but I am not going to lie and say that our life has been easy together... it hasn't. My son has Asperger's Syndrome (a form of Autism) and likely also has something called Oppositional Defiance Disorder or Conduct Disturbance. He and I just started family therapy again and things are improving; he will also be evaluated in just a few short weeks by a Psychiatrist to give us a more accurate and definitive diagnosis (and prognosis, if applicable) as well as an evaluation as to the appropriateness of medicinal aides. I'm really not thrilled about drugging my child, but if anyone knew what it was like for me and for my parents (with whom I've been living with since I started divorce proceedings a year and a half ago) they would likely not believe what they were seeing. At times it is utter chaos and destructive forces and at other times, there are moments of lucidity in which my loving, baby boy is kissing me all over my face.

Sometimes I go to artists' pages and read their blogs and journals and they're all business - only talking about their art, their trade, their careers and their tools. In all honesty, I usually prefer this because most of the time when artists get personal they're ranting or being all emo and pathetic... Part of me fears that this post is the latter. There are other times when understanding what an artist (whether a painter, photographer, writer or musician) is/was going through when they created particular pieces gives those pieces even more meaning within that context - and there are times that I particularly enjoy hearing about what some of my favourite artists are going through, even if it isn't "relevant." I've tried to keep most of my journals all business but right now I cannot...

I'm struggling. I do not have the time to create art. I do not have the resources or the studio that would facilitate things much more easily, either. Money is getting tighter and tighter and opportunities to shoot even more slim because finding a babysitter is sometimes nigh impossible because of my son's challenges. I've been seriously thinking about selling off my camera, accessories and printer and just walking away from the whole thing, but I know in the end I'll probably regret it even if the only thing I ever shoot with it again is my son as he grows up.

I just don't know where to go next with this whole "thing."

I don't know if I should be pimping the hell out of my prints (they do exist - enquire if interested) to sell them and bring in some extra, well-needed monies or if I should be selling my services in private commissions to pay some bills or if I should smile and be grateful for things as they were in a time when I probably needed it the most.

In the midst of all of this, I've been trying to find a full-time job to provide better care for my son but I live in the cursed (and blessed) state of Michigan which has the highest unemployment rate in the entire United States at 7.5% and there's really nothing here for me. I went on a second interview out of state for a dream job and I have a pretty good indication that I will probably be offered the position. I don't know if I can even take it or if it's prudent to do so right now, but something has to change...

There must be a light at the end of the tunnel, right? Where do I go? What do I do? How can I still express myself when I can't really produce the art that I'm feeling? How will I afford the best things in life for my son? If anyone has any answers - which will really be more along the lines of suggestions and criticisms, I'm all ears...

Why Share?

It's fairly easy to say why there is value in creating art. It's a natural expression for some. It's a way to communicate. It's a way to articulate what is going on in our souls without using the confines of words. But why share...?

Why share the art with others? Why show them? After all, there are poets and writers who write for years because they need to, but who never share those words because there is no need - the expression was complete.



I started sharing my art at a very difficult time in my life, filled with turmoil. I had been silent for two years with my pain and when it was time for me to finally admit that I was even in pain I could only do so with imagery. Mostly I spoke with paintings but as I spoke up more and more, I used photography as my means of communication... both are natural for me, though photography is sometimes quicker and once I began confessing my secrets, I wanted them to flood out.





I was able to share these secrets in anonymity and enjoyed the small amounts of feedback that I got from others. I must admit, now that I've gained some recognition (which is always surprising to me), I'm no longer anonymous and it's much more vulnerable... and exciting. I'm at a crossroads now and have to decide where to go with this venture, so I've taken the next three months off of showing and exhibiting and trying to ground myself and figure out where to go next.